Ok with Being Alone

It does take a while to get on with things after a long relationship ends, for me anyway.

I am sure she is happier, to be away from someone who is such an unapologetic and contented loner, at least most of the time.

I mean my idea of a social life is sitting in a small town cafe between trips and listening to people talk. A half hour of that is enough, and I then I head out again for days of solitary backpacking in the gorgeous Colorado mountains.

After all is said and done though, there is one thing I can say with honesty and pride:

I met her in 1975 when we both had nothing, and married her for love and only love.

I am not sure it ever diminished.

Adjusting is one thing, but you won't find me complaining much about how things are.

I mean I still have health, which is more than any riches that can be acquired.

I am still strong enough to load my backpack with gallon jugs of water, a little food, and disappear into a hidden canyon for days,

to enjoy the solitude of the red sandstone landscape, the rare display of desert wildflowers,and the companionship of my good dogs.

Then when I return head straight to the dance hall when the band starts at 8:30 and hold and spin those sweet ladies til 1am.

My life has changed plenty, but it is still damn good.